Enchante

I've watch a Thai ghost show recently... but ended up laughing at the end... because it was really funny, especially when u watched it in Cantonese version... the plot was not very horror at all... but the way and style the characters acted and all... it was funny la... then i started to think of the past... about him hahax... started to feel like seeing him and everything... he was.... so shy and refined... that is what i like about him i guess... but i never get to know how he feels about me... although i know how he felt about me through his friend...but there was a factor that has keep us apart...haiz... was wondering if things turn out another way... how would we have ended up??? but what is in the past, stays as the past and i have learnt to move on......

::To a person out there [someone i know]::
I really wish to know how u feel about me...
I don't want to be left hanging there anymore..
I am confused enough as it is...
But now at this point of time when i know what i want...
I really need to be sure...
Commitment....
Honesty....
I don't want to be lost anymore...
If you do not wish to end this game... then i will...
If not... i will soon move on...
In time to come...

::CheRyL::

sweetMISERY took her pride away at 10:07 PM .

Traditional moon cake made by me

I know now is abit late la... But just wanna wish my friends a Happy Moon cake Festival... hahax... this is the first time i am afraid to eat moon cake, be it traditional or snow-skin ones... i love moon cake, but ever since i started learning how to make them, i grew sick of it... it is damn tired to make a moon cake, got so many things to do and prepare and steps to follow...hahax.. but i manage to pull through...

Here are some of my masterpieces..

Snow-Skin ones made by me...

[To Joseph: It taste nice lor]

I had forgotten to buy the colouring hahax... so i made white snow skins ones instead...hahax... i had given a box of it to mj..hahax...

~CheRyL~

sweetMISERY took her pride away at 6:41 AM .

Today, i was sitting in my new class going through my enterprise lesson and wishing how nice would it be if my Facci was Miss Ha instead. My Facci was damn long-winded, and he goes on and on and on... Then i remember about the Chalet that we went on the last few days of our holidays... Oh man... i miss W45A....

Day One

We had to climb up a flight of stairs in order to reach our resort at Sentosa Siloso beach... Wei Sheng book a Kampong Hut for us...it was a whole new experience as none of us stayed there before...The Kampong hut was damn small la... although it has an air con, but the lighting was damn dim...

After we checked in, we went to find our Kampong Hut, then we saw a beautiful Peacock, i just had to take a picture of it. the peacock was allowed to roam on its own. Then, me and wei sheng and ryzzal got tired of waiting for the rest to show up, so we decided to build the wooden crocodile that we bought. it was damn difficult as there was alot of small parts. but we pull through... then we got hungry and decided to snack on the food first... Guess what Wei Sheng and Allen is doing behind the white bed sheet...haha...

Later in the Night, i was suppose to meet Ricky and his other friends(that i didn't know) for a movie.... but because of certain reason when i was at the chalet, i was late... VERY LATE (sorry Ricky and Keith and Qingfu and Sherman that i was late and made u guys waited so long for me and we even missed the movie that was intended to watch) but when i got there, most of the tickets at Golden village was sold out except those midnight shows. so we watch Rogue Assassin at 9.30pm... we had to wait like one and the half our before the movie to start, so we went to the arcade to play first... Sherman was damn pro in playing time crisis... he played to the last stage with just 2 coins...when we went to watch the movie... i felt that i had wasted Ricky's money ( as he treated me to the movie). I was closing my eyes at the gruesome part of the show, which was like most of it... we were sitting in the third row so the sound system was quite loud as well... after the movie a plaza singapura, it was 11.30pm already, so we quickly went to take the last train home...

This is the end of Friday...Day one of my Chalet...

Day Two

We went to the chalet with the fishing net and spade that Gwen asked us to buy... Jack, Dao QIng and wei Sheng was swimming at the pool when we got back... then Jack used the fishing net to put it over his head... hahax... a few guys at the pool side was laughing when they saw it... they were like swimming from morning to night la...

Then later in the evening, everybody was so tired form the days activities that they just sit quietly in the room listening to the music on jack's laptop... Me and Ryzzal Fixed the wooden Bumble Bee...SO that concludes our Day two at the Chalet...

~CheRyL~

sweetMISERY took her pride away at 5:19 AM .

There was an earthquake yesterday.. whoa... i could feel it when i was at home la... i was sitting at the living room and watching TV.. when i felt my body moving for no reason... it was kinda mild... at first, i thought i was giddy and i keep trying to balance myself and everything... i thought the problem was me..then i ask my father whether he felt anything anot... but he thinks i was kidding with him la and didn't take me seriously.. but after a few minutes, my neighbour came knocking at my door... they was asking us whether we felt the shaking as they felt it... they say that they were having dinner when it happen, it was shaking until the picture frame hanging at their wall tilted at the side and the water at their fish tanks was like moving la... the vibration was much stronger on their side... this show that i was not joking with my dad la...
was bored after that so i decided to draw... haha...didn't draw for like quite sometime... so please pardon me...

*The above images are suitable for 18 and above*

Today, i accompany my grandfather to Tan Tock Seng Hospital(TTSH) for his day surgery... i had to wait for him at TTSH for a few hours... really bored and nothing to do... while waiting for my grandfather to be done with his eye surgery, i remember doing my laser surgery a few years back on my head... i was so nervous... and it was damn pain... i was conscious when they operated on me... so... physical pain is unavoidable... when they shave an area on my head to let the doctor see better... tears started to roll... they said that they will sew the area back so there won't be a evident bald spot...i still cried... and when they injected the medicine to make the area on my head numb, it wad damn pain as the medicine touches the nerve... i was like crying my heart out as the pain is really...... but the worst thing to come was the emotional pain that i had to endure for a few day as i had to wrap my head in a bandage after the operation... the bandages was not like just over my head, but it went under my chin as well... i look damn ugly with it on la... whats more is that the human head is not of a fixed shape... so i just cannot describe the way i look when i had the bandage on... my self-esteem was so low at that point as i felt that i look so hideous la... when the nurses started to tie the bandage under my chin, i move away and ask her"do you really have to do that??? whey not just put it round my head..." after i came out of the operation room, i was so ashamed of the way i look and tried to get out of the National Skin Clinic as fast as i could have... i dun want people staring at me, thinking what had happen to me... then when my dad when to pick me up... one look at me and he say " wah... that bad arh... have to put such a big bandage" i know at that point he didn't meant it to be sarcastic or anything, but my self-esteem hit rock bottom, so i took every single comment very personally... when i reach home, my brother and sister saw me and was like "wah..." i got so upset and cried... i felt like a freak at that point... i cry alot at that point of time, i cry when i face the mirror, when hear the smallest comment or even upon hearing my name when people talk behind my back...... i cry just thinking about the operation.... i was really emotional... so when i sat at the hospital today, seeing all the patients there waiting for their op, some guy had like metal things piercing into his leg, one old man was like having a cast on his neck.... i really think that we should just give them a smile instead of staring at them and looking away when they noticing you were looking... a smile is all it takes to make them feel better... now, looking back then... i am really glad all this is over......

~CheRyL~

sweetMISERY took her pride away at 6:41 AM .

Here it goes.
For all those out there wondering which class i'm inI'm in W46K.
First things first, there's no one i know in W46K.

There's a part of me,
that's like i'm going to make friends
YAY for that.

Then there's this other part of me,
that's like i don't wana change class
BOO for that.

Anyways,

To all those W46K guys.
Bavani says, "HEY! Looking forward to see you guys(:".

To all those W34K guys.
Bavani says, "Hey guys! Change in class doesn't mean we can't be friends. Will miss you guys(:".

To all those Friday BADMINTON gang.
Bavani says, "GUYS, Friday badminton is still on after school starts(:".

MISSING W34K..

BAVANI(:

sweetMISERY took her pride away at 1:35 AM .

Oh man... Change class le.... everybody classes are like so random la....Below is a list of a few of my friends at different blocks...

W1 = Allen, Ayu , Theodore, Stanley

W2= Mj ,Cyndee

W3= Me, Ding Long, Clement, Farhah, Dao Qing

W4= Bavani, Jun Fei, Mary, Farah, Choong meng, Patrick

E3= Derrick, Juffri,Jess, Ryzzal, Lina, Rashid, Bob

siao la...everybody is so apart from each other...especially those in E3.... My new class is like in W35D.... hope we can interact as well as when i was at W45A... Everybody so friendly... Haiz... I Miss W45A.... i also miss the times when Mj was juz opposite my class....then i can go find her.. now she is like in W2... Next block la.... Sad.... i guess nobody is happy with the change of classes..hahah... Allen found his class too Chinese... Clement found his class too Malay.... Ryzzal found his class too far.... Dao Qing found his class too many people in top 5% of the whole school, so he must work harder... the rest... m not sure yet... haiz... Jack left RP for M.I...... and Gwen left RP.... oh man... everything is changing.... i hope my new classmates is very nice and friendly, not too competitive about grades and we can blend well with each other... hoping for the best...

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To my new classmates(if by any chance u came across this blog),

I am really looking forward to meeting you guys...

and hope we can have a fun semester ahead of us...

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I was like bored to death la staying at home, so i decided to make a box from the craft book that i borrowed at the National Library... it was damn difficult la... i had to like measure the length and everything... it took me one and the half hours to complete it la... spent one hours measuring the length and cutting it out and folding it... crazy sia... but it is worth it la... the box turn out to be quite beautiful... it is not as small as u see in the pictures... It is quite big actually... it can fit a small loaf cake inside... this kind of box cannot be found easily... so i decided to try and make it myself...... it takes a whole cardboard to make it la... it is not easy to make lor.... M so proud of myself...

~CheRyL~

sweetMISERY took her pride away at 9:38 PM .

From You Have I Been Absent by William Shakespeare (1564 - 1616)

From you have I been absent in the spring,

When proud-pied April, dress'd in all his trim,

Hath put a spirit of youth in everything,

That heavy Saturn laugh'd and leap'd with him.

Yet nor the lays of birds,

nor the sweet smell Of different flowers in odour and in hue,

Could make me any summer's story tell,

Or from their proud lap pluck them where they grew;

Nor did I wonder at the Lily's white,

Nor praise the deep vermilion in the Rose;

They were but sweet, but figures of delight,

Drawn after you,

you pattern of all those.

Yet seem'd it Winter still, and, you away,

As with your shadow I with these did play.

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Don't know why i feel so lost every time when i have a single piece of news from you... i felt as though as every little gestures and words that u have said and shown to me, it was all a dream. You don't even bother to call nor SMS me at all... only when we have promised to meet or do something, then u remember... sometimes you even forgotten the promise that we made and that hurt me alot, as it shows how insignificance i am to you... I don't know how i feel about you, but at the same time, i am afraid of losing you... I told you i needed assurances, as I've been hurt before, and you say you get it. But i don't see any actions coming from you at all... When we are together, it was enjoyable, when i keep poking you and you walk around the mall with me, tolerating me... i really felt you care and everything... but after that day, there was not a sound from you... i feel so insecure... How i wish you will make it clear to me how you feel about me... maybe then i will know what i want and give you an answer...How i wish i knew how you felt about me...

~CheRyL~

*Wishing upon a star*

Labels: Poem taken from: http://www.loveandsadpoems.com/poem_from_you_i_have_been.html

sweetMISERY took her pride away at 7:57 PM .

Was supposed to meet BaVani in the morning to go to the gym...but then it started raining, so i couldn't meet her, so we postponed it instead... then i meet my friend Nicklaus around my place in the afternoon... The rain had stopped and the sun was shinning so bright and it was so hot la... we went to get bubble tea... then went to get some stationary, and last but not least, we went to buy chicken fillet for me to prepared cooking tonight. hahax... my grandma is going out, so she is not cooking dinner for us. My mom is going shopping after work( she like to shop at a new shoe shop in Paragon recently, buy a pair of shoe everyday la from there), and my dad had to meet his client. so i decided to cook tonight. its been like ages since i last cook( not bake), and i miss the feeling of it(Don't worry... the things i cook is edible and nice lor).... this is the first time that i cook things not canned food...

My final product... Proud of it leh....

I had to like slice the chicken, then marinate it... OMG.. raw chicken is like so disgusting la... my knife is like not very sharp, so like had to take a long time to slice it, but i marinated it. then i cook the chicken first... it tasted damn nice la.... then had to cook the fried rice and add the chicken, then my sister help by adding the seaweed...overall... it tasted good...especially the chicken....

~CheRyL~

It is because we don't know when will be our last,

We must learn to cherish life...

sweetMISERY took her pride away at 3:27 AM .

Today is my Father's side Grandmother's Birthday...hahahx... Never see her like since Chinese New Year...LOL...Really miss her.....

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA*

We went to a restaurant to celebrate her birthday today... it was quite nice la, although i didn't really enjoy all the dishes, as i don't dare to eat some... i had the Shark Fin Soup...it was damn nice.... i had 2 bowls..LOL.... it is not the kind that you are able to get in a can... it has a clear broth, not so dark coloured and messy looking like the ones outside... we are able to see the Fins together and taste it better as it is not like those kind which is fake... there was crab meat in it too... overall, it was scrumptious( 2 thumbs up)... then i had the herbal prawns, the prawn was so fresh and the soup inside the bamboo tube was strong in taste... i had the sweet and sour pork,i like the flavour that they serve there, as it taste not too sour...then we had the steamed fish...it is Delicious la... the fish meat is tender and the taste was delicious, obviously very fresh... i had some more food....but forgotten most if it...

The thing that i like about the place is that the environment is very tidy and the stairway to the second floor is beautiful... the service is goods and the waiter are all so friendly... you have to make a reservation to eat there, if not you have to wait outside to see if there is a place for you( i think, as saw my aunt make a reservation)...

~CheRyL~

sweetMISERY took her pride away at 6:24 AM .